I hear them. The voices. They're coming...

Love my mom for making coffee for Christopher and me.  

All and all Prom was great.  The actual dance was kind of lame, but post-prom and my company he entire night were great…  But in the end, all I know know is that I truly do not deserve such an amazing boyfriend. <3

especially at the moment.

ruineshumaines:

Hey, shut the fuck up.

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

yes :)

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
I mean he is an ex, but also my current boyfriend

3. Have you taken someones virginity?
nope

4. Is trust a big issue for you?
sometimes, majority of the time yes

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
not today, but yesterday

6. What are you excited for?

for all this bullshit to be over and it to be summer, so that i may have not fucking cares in this world

7. What happened tonight?
practice, mall, home texting boyfriend

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
some girls need to learn to hold their shit together

9. Is confidence cute?
it can be attractive, but over do it and you’re a cocky bastard

10. What is the last beverage you had?
root beer

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
three? Kyle, my dad, and my brother?

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
of course

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
prom shopping? or be with Kyle… idk

14. What are you going to spend money on next?
shit for prom

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
yes

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
i mean i hope  I’m happier

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Grace and Isabeau

18. The last time you felt broken?
today/the past three days?

19. Have you had sex today?
nope

20. Are you starting to realize anything?
that I’m a fucking mess

21. Are you in a good mood?
no

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
yes

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
ummm idk I don;t think so… I mean we both have brown eyes, but I think his are darker; mine have more of a caramel hue to them

24. What do you want right this second?
life to be chill for two seconds before it has a new fucking problem

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
:(

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
yup

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
no never, who could?

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
probably a text for Isabeau

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
yes

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
for the most part

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
of course not he’s my boyfriend

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
of course

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
haha not even close

34. Listening to?
surprisingly nothing

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
yea sometimes, but that’s just cause I lost all my pens somehow

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
probably in his house

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
if you really think about it I guess not

38. Who did you last call?
my mom? to come pick me up

39. Who was the last person you danced with?
Maddy and Grace at sweetlife

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
because he is my boyfriend and he’s trying to help me through some though times

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
o shit cupcake? idk  wait! I took a bite of Glenys’ during concert rehearsal.  so Wednesday or Thursday

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
I don’t think so

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
haha o only all the time

44. Do you tan in the nude?
no sometimes topless, but never bottomless

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
no!

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
kind of

47. Who was the last person to call you?
Grace

48. Do you sing in the shower?
usually

49. Do you dance in the car?
yea sometimes

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
yes! had once since I was little, and I’m pretty good at it too

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
school pictures? idk

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
some are extremely cheesy, but that’s the point half the time right?

53. Is Christmas stressful?
it can be very

54. Ever eat a pierogi?
the fuck is that?

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
fruit pie? ummm i prefer pumpkin (gourd) or hershey (McDonald’s)

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Doctor, nothing/stay at home mom, singer… still want to be all three

57. Do you believe in ghosts?
not really

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
all the time

59. Take a vitamin daily?
recently I have

60. Wear slippers?
sometimes, but mine are disgusting so I usually take them off after a while

61. Wear a bath robe?
no

62. What do you wear to bed?
sweatshirt/shirt, underwear, sweatpants

63. First concert?
Jack Johnson I think

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Target!

65. Nike or Adidas?
idc

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
ummmm cheetos?

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
sunflower seeds

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
NO

69. Ever take dance lessons?
yea age 2-12 took ballet, tap, and jazz

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
idk something with music? how the fuck am I supposed to know?

71. Can you curl your tongue?
i mean a litltle

72. Ever won a spelling bee?
haha no… I suck at spelling

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
probably

74. What is your favorite book?
Diary of Anne Frank? idk

75. Do you study better with or without music?
depends of what i’m working on

76. Regularly burn incense?
never have, used to lite candles all the time though

77. Ever been in love?
no idea… I don’t think so I’m only 16

78. Who would you like to see in concert?
o god I could go on forever….

79. What was the last concert you saw?
Sweetlife was Saturday

80. Hot tea or cold tea?
cold? not i big fan of tea

81. Tea or coffee?
Coffee!!!!

82. Favorite type of cookie?
oatmeal raisin?

83. Can you swim well?
yup been swimming since I was basically born

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
yes

85. Are you patient?
sometimes… it depends

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
both

87. Ever won a contest?
yes, I used to when I was little, but now I don’t try or care enough

88. Ever have plastic surgery?
no

89. Which are better black or green olives?
no olives

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

I say if you are committed and it is consensual, sure. 

91. Best room for a fireplace?

idk kitchen and bedroom, but kitchen first

92. Do you want to get married?

yes